I'm sticking to the good old paperback book and pen. Nothing beats that. Blogspot, livejoural, wordpress whatever. Moleskin is the way to go. Gotta go bath and head down to work now. I feel like changing job, again. Hahhaha i'm so fickle. I love my job, the people there but boy do I hate travelling down!! And standing in the sun all day in black? You gotta be kidding me! I better stop eating till CNY. Loose a few lbs, gain them back and now I have menses I'm eating like a fanatic. Days have been great. Party on tuesday night. Muse on wednesday. What can be better? Although I wouldn't say the party was awesome. Some parts of it still makes me feel damm stupid and killing my ass of a friend!!! Ok, time to bath!! Mom's out.

It's nat birthday yesterday and joel's birthday tomorrow. How lovely.

I should stop eating dried mango.

I got what I want. A clean break. I got my stuff back without much fight and he too. No arguing, nothing. Only thing left is the remainding feelings and of course, one last date on 3rd feb (muse!!!). I know I don't love him that much but I don't know how much is that much. I hate the way he talks sometimes. I hate the way he is so himbotic and the fact that his ego can be so huge. I hate the way he ask me questions and expect me to answer the "right" answer when its an opinion!!! I hate so many of his little quirks and it irritates the shit out of me so how I can I be with him. I know one thing I do love, how he treats me. Minus the I girl so I must listen to him and violent streak. But either that it's all good.

I should be happy and I bet I will be. My friends are all I need cause they are bestest! Happy happy happy happy.