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You were one of the best boyfriends. You send me home everyday even when you were already at home. You tried so hard to surprise me to make me happy but you could never do it because I didn't want to. You rush down to buy food everytime I complain I'm starving while you were sleeping. You follow me everywhere, meet me everyday, clingy but where can you find couple like that. We were always together, never apart. I miss your hugs and tiny kisses on the head.

So many times I always tried to push you over the top because I know of your temper and well, since you piss me off I thought I shall too. I hated how you treated people, how you didn't like different race. How you made me cry everyweek and turn me into such a vulgar sprewing abusive person. I hate how you made me eat and how you never made me feel good about myself. I hated how you shout and scream, to everyone, to me. I hated how I wanted more from you everytime because I wanted to see, to see if you really love me cause I nver trusted you and yet, after everything I couldn't. You were always only good to me after a huge quarrel where I wanted to leave so how then is that being good.

You will always be a big part of me I guess. I open up to you the easiest, the fastest but I guess baring it all to you so fast was too much for me to handle.

I'm sorry I did what I promise you I wouldn't.